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Saturday, 14 January 2023

The spry decomposition

I have never wanted to be more than a quiet dream of the day,
a weird accident of my self-awareness, where
I want my voice to be quiet cackling. 
Look at those shadows outside; They read the news,
They do their business,
They vote for their tyrants,
They are preparing to kill others,
Some of them love politicians or sadistic Tsars,
who cannot feel anything
apart from how his horrible powers constantly tickle his stomach.
I do not want to see them,
although they would deserve some contempt,
I do not hate them; I just...
get transferred all of my feelings,
to an O-shaped, deep-purple drain,
I might be able to keep away from thoughts related to them,
and hiding behind my secret layers,
where I can be a nowt as that is my best condition,
It is lovely, like leaning back in the office chair.
You should be in my lap;
No-go wishes?
We would watch the internal yard from the window, 
looking through that massive green jelly
that contains all trees, bushes and blackbirds;
we might see how the flats are chewing on the neighbourhoods around us,
and eventually, everyone disappears. We would be alone in that solitary maw.
While they were getting digested by their bathrooms and bedrooms,
we might have seen how their windows cried out to them.
Their eyes squirted a light,
then the night ate photons; they roared. The process was repeating;
until the latest beam of light, 
the scene was overdrawn by the middle finger of the Sun.
everything was in the future's double past;
I imagined this impossible physical phenomenon
like a double chocolate ice cream, darkness on the darkness,
and the vanilla should be below them, somewhere in the middle,
but no one cannot reach that layer;
we just suppose that bright might still be there.



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