Welcome!

This blog features my original works in the form of poems and texts that have not been published anywhere else. If you're interested in helping me publish them, please contact me via the contact form in the webpage's footer. Thank you.

Sunday, 8 February 2026

Sometimes I forget to laugh.
Then it comes back to me:
it should begin, and end, with a smile.

At other times, something beautiful comes to mind.
The tricks of hope.
Feelings, mistakes.
All of them were me.

Today is just like yesterday.
After endless chains of self-deception:
"It will be better!"
"Something has to happen!"
"People will be less foolish!"

I have no expectations left.
Every kind of will is slowly fading.

Sometimes I wake up with a smile.
In those moments, I feel: I owe nothing to anyone —
Neither work nor explanations.

When I wake like this, I know:
I don’t have to pretend to care.
Just gently.
Without harm, without hurt, without intention.
Like fallen leaves.

On the clearest days:
without longing.
There is no need to meet expectations.
I do not want to search for God.
Only to exist, simply because I am.
To live, because I was born.
To understand the world.

Everyone deserves awakenings like this.
Moments that understand the freedom of silence.
Human minutes.
Gently smiling.
Friendly mornings.


No comments:

Post a Comment

Author & Copyright

Copyright © 2009-2023 J. Nemakar. All rights reserved. This notice asserts your legal ownership of the work and your exclusive right to reproduce, distribute, and publicly display it. Including the year of creation and your name helps identify you as the creator of the work, which can be important in the event of any legal disputes. By using this notice, you are putting others on notice that you are claiming copyright protection for your work and that they cannot use it without your permission. Minden jog fenntartva. Az oldalon található szövegek a saját munkáim. Szerzői jog védelme alatt állnak. További felhasználásuk nem engedélyezett.

Blog Archive

Followers